Today has been one of my most productive days since sch started... its been so long that ive almost forgotten how gd it feels to have accomplished wk that uve set out to do! :) gonna slp late tonite... prob 3am...anyway hist's at 1130 tmr ha.. =) dear cant get deferment but ohwells i still can seee him on the wkend nights, which i shld be thankful for ha... and yes dear, i know she says all that to make me concentrate on my wk... so i wun worry! il concentrate... =) still missing u..

Today was one of the worst day of my life. First, illusion shattered, sorry, but turns out that ur character doesnt add up to ur face...but omg, i jus wasnt expectg those comments, so i guess tts why it got to me so.... then yea, the thing i signed up for? yea shall not name names here, but u all know wad zeinab n i signed up for... its so totally crap...arghhh... jus very not us la...sigh... chronicle, here we come..

but on a more serious note, i HATE it, fucking hate it, when pple see one side of me n think to themselves ok, thats all there is to this person... i have my silly moments, but im not silly ALL THE FUCKING time! There is another side to me, n when im being silly n say stupid things, those are mere moments. Dun judge me like that..and by what unreasonable stds u have. im jus really mad at this, call it my pet peeve, but yea,this really gets to me.. so my conclusion is, all the pple i wnt to know at the moment, i know. im content n happy... cos the pple im with understd me and know that there are times when i am silly n when im serious.. and they are completely fine with that... they dun go like 'omg she's an airhead'. and im really, REALLY thankful for that. I'd honestly rather have jus a few frens, than many pple who dun get me.
and dear, thanks for saying all that to me.. ilu..

hmmm been awhile since i posted... wanted to post sth last wk, but sth was wrong with blogger n i cldnt..didnt feel like blogging til now... hmmm been a happy few days...ben's been coming over, popping by sometimes even in the afternoons...I feel really lucky sometimes, n he tells me he feels the same... =) Like he said:'This is for life.' :)
been bac to sch for two weeks now...slowing getting bac on track....finally gettg my momentum bac....which im really glad for, cos ive been panicking n worrying for the past wk over the fact hat i cant seem to sit down n study, then worry abt it somemore when i find that i really cant!!! haha....man it was an awful feeling...=) but things are fine now, n it's bac to work once more...yupyup, ive gotta work hard, cos its only when u put in effort, that u get the things u ask for..(well most of the time) =D
jus wanted to say this...was walking bac to hall on wed, when it struck me that thi group of frens that i have with me now, il rmb forever, cos they saw me thru uni life and was part of my whole experience... from saving u guys seats in the mornings, to hanging out in my hall or at JP... these il always hold close to my heart.. :)

It's the new year finally...hmmm but it didnt feel any different today frm ytd.. but im a happy gurl, cos its been a gd n rocking year with heartache n pain but coming thru in the end.. my wish came true last night.. =) been a pretty happy year all in all n im glad and contented.. =) i know that 2007 promises to be more.. =)

I will love you more and more.