hello! been a long time since i last blogged haha.. :) the day after exams, went to mum's office to hang arnd and it was so super boring sighh... hmmm was jus too lazy to get my laptop outta my bag and start blogging haha... i hate fixing up all the friggin' wires!! hmm exams are finally over and im pretty darn happy... :) when are we getting our results pple? via edventure? hmmm.. ohwells...will be home till sch starts again next yr...and i gotta move everything bac in...arghhh sucky.. hmmmm gonna start wking soon, dec 4! bac at the same place where i worked last hols...haha yay extra cash!! :) gonna reward myself at the end of the hols with a Guess wallet!!! i dun care, i am goin to buy that!!!! :D (my mum has been tryg to dissuade me u see) ;p
yay no more exams means i get to see my dear more ha.. :) boiboi!!!!! haha (omg he'll kil me if he sees this) ;p hahah... u never fail to make me smile, no matter how angry or upset i may be... i miss u!
hahaha ohya xmas means xmas sale!!! clothes n more clothes! let's see, ive alr bought a pair of shoes, a dress(finally) and i white skirt!!! lalalla im a happy gurl.. :D

Labels: Sunday 19/11/06

There's no other reason other than the fact that u're the one who keeps me stable in this tumultous world, the one who takes away my fears and worries and makes me calm again, knowing that u'll figure a way out, and u understand my concerns. 'Don't ever think that i'm distancing myself from u.' Just these words were enough to make me realise why is it that i love u so.

sigh. 108!!! jiayou!! :)

Tim McGraw- Live like you were dyin'

He said I was in my early 40's,
With a lot of life before me,
And a moment came that stopped me on a dime.
I spent most of the next days, lookin' at the x-rays,
Talkin' 'bout the options and talkin' 'bout sweet time.
Asked him when it sank in, that this might really be the real end.
How's it hit ya, when you get that kind of news.
Man what ya do.
And he says,

[Chorus]

I went sky divin',
I went rocky mountain climbin',
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu.
And I loved deeper,
And I spoke sweeter,
And I gave forgiveness I've been denying,
And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'.

He said I was finally the husband,
That most the time I wasn't.
And I became a friend a friend would like to have.
And all the sudden goin' fishing,
Wasn't such an imposition.
And I went three times that year I lost my dad.
Well I finally read the good book,
And I took a good long hard look at what I'd do
If I could do it all again.
And then.

[Chorus]

Like tomorrow was a gift and you've got eternity
To think about what you do with it,
What could you do with it, what can
I do with with it, what would I do with it.

[Chorus]
Sky divin',
I went rocky mountain climbin',
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull name Fu Manchu.
And I loved deeper,
And I spoke sweeter,
And I watched an eagle as it was flyin'.
And he said someday I hope you get the chance,
To live like you were dyin'.

To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.
To live like you were dyin'.

Beatles- Yesterday

Yesterday
All my troubles seemed so far away
Now it looks as though they're here to stay
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

Suddenly
I'm not half the man I used to be
There's a shadow hanging over me
Oh, yesterday
Came suddenly

Why she
Had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
I said
Something wrong now I long
For yesterday

Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

Why she
Had to go I don't know
She wouldn't say
I said
Something wrong now I long
For yesterday

Yesterday
Love was such an easy game to play
Now I need a place to hide away
Oh, I believe
In yesterday

Bryan Adams- Everything I do- I do it for you

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you finally there you will search no more
Don’t tell me it’s not worth tryin’ for
You can’t tell me it’s not worth dyin’ for
You know it’s true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into my heart - you will find
There’s nothin’ there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all I would sacrifice
Don’t tell me it’s not worth fightin’ for
I can’t help it there’s nothin’ I want more
Ya know it’s true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There’s no love - like you love
And no other - could give more love
There’s nowhere - unless you’re there
All the time - all the way
Don’t tell me it’s not worth tryin’ for
I can’t help it there’s nothin’ I want more
I would fight for you - I’d lie for you
Walk the wire for you - Ya I’d die for you

Ya know it’s true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Bryan Adams- Please Forgive Me

Still feels like our first night together
Feels like the first kiss, it's gettin' better baby
No one can better this...
Still holdin' on, you're still the one
First time our eyes met, same feelin' I get
Only feels much stronger, wanna love ya longer
You still turn the fire on...
So if you're feelin' lonely don't
you're the only one I ever want
I only wanna make it good
so if I love ya a little more than I should
Please forgive me, I know not what I do...
...I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me this pain I'm going through...
...if I need ya like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true...
...our best times are together...
...touch, still gettin' closer baby
Can't get close enough...
Still holdin' on, still number one
I remember the smell of your skin...everything
...all your moves...you, yeah!
...the nights ya know I still do...
...One thing I'm sure of is the way we make love
And one thing I depend on is for us to stay strong
With every word and every breath I'm prayin'
That's why I'm sayin'...
...Never leave me I don't know what I'd do...

Queen- Love of my life

Love of my life, you've hurt me
You've broken my heart, and now you leave me
Love of my life, can't you see...
Bring it back, bring it back, don't take it away from me
Because you don't know, what it means to me

Love of my life, don't leave me
You've taken my love, you now desert me
Love of my life can't you see...
Bring it back bring it back, don't take it away from me
Because you don't know, what it means to me
You will remember, when this is blown over
And everything's all by the way
When I grow older I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you (I still love you)

Back hurry back, please bring it back home to me
Because you don't know, what it means to me
Love of my life, Love of my life, Ooh, Ooh, Ooh, Ooh

Sarah Mclachlan- Angel

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
and the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort there
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

Jason Mraz- Life is wonderful

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
It takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

La la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Al la la la la

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what love is
It takes some fears to make you trust
It takes those tears to make it rust
It takes the dust to have it polished

Ha la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is so full of
Ah la la la la la la life is so rough
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is our love
Ah la la la la la

It takes some silence to make sound
It takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to make you care
It takes a hole to make a mountain

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life is meaningful
Ha la la la la la life is wonderful
Ha la la la la la life it is...so... wonderful
It is so meaningful
It is so wonderful
It is meaningful
It is wonderful
It is meaningful
It goes full circle
Wonderful
Meaningful
Full circle
Wonderful

Lamborghini Murcielago: *drools* i really want a car like that... damn!

Captain Always
(John Terry? Please.)


The Look :)


Smile :)


Positioning..


Lines up..


Kicks!


How do u beat that...


That's why it's called a 'Beckham Freekick'.


Stupid McClaren.

my poor dear is sick...
it's getting increasingly difficult to separate my wants and what i want best for him..why is it becoming so difficult? i wish love wasnt so selfish.

i am so bored. like i cant absorb anymore after 111...ahhh i need to change sth to study. shall study 102 or 101 now. shit. this sucks. i hate this feeling of restlessness. really getting to me..arghh. hope my dear comes soon. to save me from this boredom. mygod.wth. ahh

haha yay found out frm jared today how to post pics...=) yay!
today was major cam-whoring session haha during 107...shall post the pics after ive got them....:)
yay 108 is finally over! dun have to think abt it now...hmmm but have to speed up on my studying...shit....shall not slp again tonite...yuppp...:) more coffee i guess....sigh have alr had two cups today, then later another one, bleahhh very bad for health....shall try to cut down on my caffeine intake...!!! im gettg abit sick of can 2 food...sighhh i dun feel like goin down to get dinner...maybe il jus starve myself in the rm hahaha...;p bleahh.... i gotta mugmugmug... it's all the way now..no regrets.

missing my dear!!! :) but really happy now....who shld be the first person i see when i go on MSN upon returning to hall?? my dear!!! :) sighs really miss u so much.. been talking in sch abt the eye candy thing and it really got me thinking..i may find them cute or anything, but at the end of the day, if i were to think abt it...i cant see myself gettg tgt with any of them....they jus can't compare...i'll never find someone who understds me so well as u do....when i told u that i felt bad abt havg eye candies, u told me that i had to experience it to know it...jus felt it was really sweet and understding of u....n i can tell u that now, i know that there can be no one else for me... like i said, this is forever, and i mean every word i say....

wow im so super tired....man... came bac from 108 proj meeting at abt 10+...saw my mum n ben in my room...with all the food laid out for me....sometimes i think i dun tell her enough that i really appreciate it... now that they've left and i think bac, its was really very nice of her to bring dinner up for me...sigh...time's like this, it makes me really want to do her proud..and that i will.
still rather tired, think il take tonight to have a gd rest....tmr at 830 still gotta meet for 108, hais hoe no more screw-ups this time....
when i was walking bac to hall the other day from hall 4, i was just thinking abt us and wad things willl be like....and it jus made me smile as i walked along.... :)